Friday, December 11, 2009

Heroes Journey

Ordinary World: In Batman there are different Ordinary worlds. 1. Is Gotham while Bruce is a small child. 2: It could also be the Chinese prison that he is in before Ducard finds him 3:Is when Bruce is with Ducard learning the fighting ways.
Call to Adventure: Bruce's call to adventure most likely is when his parents are killed. It could also be when he comes from Harvard to the hearing. He is set on killing his parents killer. When Bruce is in the Chinese prison Henri Ducard comes and invites him into the League of Shadows. A group of ninja vigilantes.
Refusal of the Call: Bruce after Chill (his parents killer) is shot and killed takes a drive with Rachel. He confesses to her that one of the reasons he came was to shoot him. Rachel gets all ticked and drives him to Falcones place. Bruce confronts Falcone telling him he is not afraid and has nothing to lose. Falcone threatens Alfred and Rachel so Bruce runs. He is later found in China.
Meeting with the Mentor: Bruce while in the Chinese prison meets Henri Ducard. Henri becomes his Guardian. Teaching Bruce and helping with advice. When Bruce leaves the League of Shadows and returns home his Mentor changes to Alfred. Alfred is a smart cookie. He helps Bruce with his problems and even helps in getting the Batcave ready. You also say the Mr. Fox is also a sort of mentor. He learned Bruce's identity and helps supply things.
Crossing the threshold: Bruce when he is with the League of Shadows is expected to execute someone. He doesn't feel this is the right thing to do so he uses his new found knowledge to blow up the building. He returns to Gotham that which at this point is the special world.
Test, Allies, and Enemies: Bruce has many tests to face. When he was a child his parents were killed, he faces the world alone, he becomes a prisoner, has to go through the hard process of hardening his body and mind. finally he has to escape to Gotham where he has vowed to protect from Ra's al Ghul. When Bruce returns to Gotham he reunites with Alfred. He becomes good friends once again. He also gains the friendship with Mr. Fox, and Lt. Gordon. Being Batman the list of enemies is quite long. Falcone and his men, crane(or scarecrow), The Authorities, Ra's al Ghul or Ducard, The people of Gotham, and the insane people.
Approach: Some of the setbacks that Bruce go through are when he returns to Gotham people think of him as a rich snotty person who only cares about himself. As Batman he requires many materials to assist him in his work. He has to lie to get them, buy in high quantities to avoid suspicion. He has to borrow from Mr. Fox even though what he is borrowing is his. Then the pain he has to deal with. Getting his butt whooped.
Ordeal: Batman's greatest Ordeal is trying to defeat Ducard. In the end the final battle between Bruce and Ducard. When Bruce ran from Gotham people assumed he had died. When he returned he was reborn into society and into the role of Batman. With his death came the rebirth of a better Bruce.
Reward: Bruce overcame his fear of Bats. Thats what scared him the most. While learning to become a fighter he is faced with his fear of bats. Returning from China Bruce survived death. He returns back to the cave that he fell into and overcomes his fear of bats. And as a reward becomes braver and now has a freaking awesome Batcave to chill in.
The Road Back: Bruce's Road Back is difficult. He has to face many challenges and over come many fears. When ,at Bruce's party, Bruce and Ducard meet back up Bruce is face with the question again of will he join the League of Shadows. He still resists and is faced with a challenge.
Resurrection: The most difficult fight Batman fights is at the end when he fights Ducard. The train is hurtling at intense speeds. He uses at the end what Ducard tells him all the time. "Mind your surroundings." Bruce uses that knowledge to win and to kill Ducard.
Return with the Elixir: When the poison that Crane makes is released and is spread over the city Mr. Fox has to mass produce the antidote. It is used to heal the city and the people.
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Archetypes
Hero: The hero is Batman. It can also be Alfred cause he serves Bruce.
Mentor: Alfred, Ducard, Bruces Father, Mr. Fox
Threshold Guardian: Ducard tests Bruce at the League of Shadows.
Herald: Ducard challenges Bruce to join them
Shapeshifter: Crane is the most logical. He changes into what people fear the most with his poison.
Shadow: Ducard or the League of Shadow, Crane, and Falcone.
Trickster: Crane. He disrupts the normal life with his poison.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Gifts

(Sorry I changed it)
I sit at the computer and read how she only has weeks left. The incomprehensible thought of how she will never see her daughters get married. Or her son enter Jr. High. Pain floods every portion of my body as tears of loss run down my face. Why did this happen to us? Thoughts run through my head of how this could only happen to 1 in like 30 billion people. It had to happen to her though. The worst cancer someone can get and it had to happen to her. I write an email telling how sorry I am but I erase it. It’s terrible. I start another but erase that one as well. I think of our own mortality and how something can seem insignificant like watching a movie or reading a book because you know that it doesn't matter cause you will die anyways. It doesn't seem fair that others can enjoy another Christmas or Thanksgiving but you don't get to. Not fair at all. I stand from the computer and leave the room too overwhelmed to stay in there. Walking aimlessly anywhere my feet decide. I find my self in my room and I am crying but I don't remember getting there. I fall to my bed and weep. Sobs tearing at my chest. To feel no pain would be heaven. Not to feel the loss of someone you love. I lay and cry for uncountable amount of time. Slowly and unwillingly I finally slip into sleep. I awake groggy and confused. Wishing I knew where I am and what I am doing there. Suddenly I remember as it all floods back in. I think to myself how she wouldn't want me to feel like this. She would want me to be happy and know that she is at peace with this. But I say crap to that. How could one be ok with dying? I don't understand. But try to cause the greatest gift I can give is to be at peace as well. To understand the she is with her family now and that is all that matters and we should take it for what its worth.
Dealing with a death is hard. We want to blame someone, anyone. We hope that this is all a joke and they will be fine. We scream, we cry, we question ourself but in the end all that you have accomplished is nothing. I hated what was going on. I hated the fact that she was dying. I cried, I screamed, I even blamed. Then nothing. For awhile all I felt was nothing. We all have to go through the grieving process but in the end we have to accept it. Death to some is only a step. Gandalf the White says "No the journey doesn't end here. Death is just another path one that we all must take." The return of the King. We must come to realize that death is normal. I want my Aunt to remember me as being brave. Not afraid for her. For her children to be strong. My family and I are traveling the 14-hour trip to see her for Thanksgiving. This will be the hardest thing that I have ever had to do.
The memories I have of her are few but ones that I will look back on and smile. She was always there for us. Up in Hebgen with all the children running around crazily, she was always the calm one. She loved us no matter how many messes we made, how many puzzle pieces were flung across the room. No matter how much noise was made, how loud our tantrums were. She loved us. I want to remember her. Her life is a gift.
In the end I figured why give one gife. I want my gift to be multiple gifts. But then I realized I wasn't the one giving the gift. I was the one receiving. The gifts I'd been giving are one of memory, Gifts of laughter, Gifts of hope, Gifts of Life. And that is enough for me. I finally understand.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Love Poem

Dark
Gorgeous
Melty goodness
Dreamy
Hard on the outside
Gooey on the inside
Makes you feel loved
At some point needy
Almost hurtful
Strong willed
Too easily unwrapped
I had to leave you for a while but I found my way back
You loved me through all of it and never lost hope
Your love is never ending
I love you.....
Chocolate
Chocolate never fails

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Me

Life Story in COLOUR

(Just a note sorry I discovered the colour setting)
(And yes I know that colour is spelled different
thats how I spell it)

What is life?


1. The condition that distinguishes organisms from inorganic objects and dead organisms, being manifested by growth through metabolism, reproduction, and the power of adaption to environment through changes originating internally.


Well true that is life but what is my life ?

My life is....

Joy

Fear

Hope

Randomness

My Life is music
Books
Family
Friends

What about the unknown

I don't know what will happen tomorrow
or the next day

My life is Depression

Sorrow
Grief

Pain Loss

Who knows what my life will end up like

The Future is unknown

Where I will be

Who I will Be

Who will be with me

One thing I do know is

I will Be me

And It's My life

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

I Remember.......

I remember the smoke rising from the fire and watching my forest burn
I remember Ice Cream at DQ
I remember the smell of coffee and the soft pages against my skin
I remember the rain
I remember the stories and games late at night
I remember the horrid green couches that no matter what you did you would slide off
I remember the flashing lights and sounds from the fireworks on July 4th
I remember dinner with everyone
I remember the cold water of the lake and the warmth of the sand
I remember The football games in the cold water

I remember the long days in the Park looking for animals
I remember the bears
I remember the Rodeo

I remember the fear as we run from the dark and what lives in it
I remember the window

I remember the heat
I remember the hope of a better day
I remember the fish and of fishing
I remember the Eagles

I remember the long ride and the reward of getting there
I remember Howard spring and the cool water
I remember the end and the goodbyes
I remeber the memories

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Four Alarm Fire #15

Four Alarm Fire #15

Jon the firefighter started. Why was he seeing these pictures? They plagued him enough in his nightmares. There was something though that was familiar about this picture. Moving closer to it Jon realized he could feel the heat of the flames. Looking around he saw the plaque for it. October 17th 2002. Yes he remembered now. It was the fire at the library, on Main Street. The longer he stared at it the more the flames in the picture danced and twist. The heat grew to an almost unbearable level. He remembered that fire as he remembered them all. With fear, pain, loss. All the feelings that came with a firefighter’s job. He remembered having to tell the wives of the 3 that died that they would never be returning. And the 6 he visited in the hospital. Jon moved to the next picture. This time it was a picture of a house. The fire hungrily devouring the sides, Flames licking up the side of the house. This time the plaque read May 1st 2003. The memory came back. The small house set afire the paint curling from the heat, the crackle of burning wood. The cry of a young child, the scream of parents, and the whump as the water came streaming from the hose. It was too much. Jon felt tears of rage and loss run down his face. It was too much. He quickly moved onto the next picture. This to held to much emotion for him. Turning away he felt an urgency to be somewhere, to be doing something. There at the end of the hallway was a picture he had missed. It was a picture of a school. This time the heat and the flames were almost to much. the plaque he read was October 9th 2009. that was today wasn’t it? Why was he here instead of there? What the crap was going on? He turned to see if there were other pictures but this was the last. He realized it was the end of his fire fighting career. Jon was confused, he had sworn to never stop fighting fires. Then why was this the last one on the wall? There wasn’t even space for more pictures. Then it hit him. He wouldn’t stop fighting fires unless he was dead. Jon didn’t want to believe this. The fire from the picture was breaking out from the borders. The picture was curling at the edges; the heat was pushing farther out. The flames erupted and burned the pictures of his previous life.
Consuming his life.
Consuming him.
Consuming everything.
Fire was greedy. It wanted to have everything and in the end it did. Fire won.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Impulse 2

1- So on a scale from 1-10 how much do you like kittens?
2- What are you talking about?
1- Kittens
2-Ok
1- Well
2- Well what?
1- Kittens?
2- Well ok 1-10… Um…6
1- What a 6? I’m up at like a 25.
2- What that wasn’t even a number
1- Oh so you’re making the rules? I’m the one who asked the question
2- Oh whatever. Do they have anything vegetarian?
1- What for? You’re not vegetarian?
2- Um yes I am.
1- Since when?
2- Awhile
1- I have known you for like ever and you’re not a vegetarian.
2- Yeah I am.
1- What ever.
2- So
1- What?
2- Anything Vegetarian
1- Wait stop it you’re getting something with meat
2- No dude I swear if you don’t believe I’m a vegetarian go ask my girlfriend
1- YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND?
2-Oh come on really?
1- Since when did you get a Girlfriend?
2- You seem angry
1- Really, angry I couldn’t imagine why? First you didn’t tell me you had a girlfriend, and second, really you’re a vegetarian. Really. And what am I, Hugh Jackman?
2- Wow Andy calm down
1-Oh calm down. How would you like it if I went and got a girlfriend and didn’t tell you? Vegetarian.
2- Well for one I would like it. It would get you off my back about mine.
1-Oh well maybe I will
2- Good
1- Good
2- So anything vegetarian
1- OH COME ON

Friday, September 25, 2009

Sketch

Then the chrome, adhesive, The Duck Tape, ripped, loudly, and stickily, wrapping itself like a boa around its prey. Pretending now to be glue holding life together, now a grey shoe, now tape, while the smooth of the outside glides under skin. It twist and bends across the cold pipe, and as time passes its rough, inside melts and becomes dull. Its silver shine dulls away . Then suddenly it tears as if the end of time has come. As silently as a ferocious cat.  It crumbles silently as a dying flower,  there is a wisp of air and the tape disappears as though the binding has lost all will to live, while the pipe falls to disrepair.  

Thursday, September 17, 2009

The Impulse

Pass- What”
Driver-What”
Pass-You were going to say something”
Driver-No I wasn’t”
Pass-Yes you were”
Driver-Oh I was going to say that you should get some sleep.”
Pass-I’m not tired”
Driver- It will be a while still till we reach the Border.”
Pass- Never thought I would be running from a corrupt government. Did you?”
Driver-Well as a child I always wanted to be... No never actually.”
Pass-Well at least were running for our lives together. Where are we going?”
Driver- Somewhere in the States, I’m not sure where yet but anywhere from them is better.”
Pass-Do you think that well every go back?”
Driver- I dont know?
Pass- Do you want me to drive?
Driver- No thanks I got it. But actually maybe in a while you could take over.
Pass- Do you want to listen to some music?
Driver-Sure. What did you have in mind.
Pass- how about some Killers?
Driver- Good choice.
Pass- This is better.

Monday, September 14, 2009

First Page

Survivors of Colony 27 From the view of Hayden Gulf
Written 8 months after the Infection


The Infection has spread farther than they thought it would. All of Britain is taken, and who knows after that. The rest of Europe, Maybe the whole world. After that there is no stopping it. Back home where I lived, Norfolk, was taken not long after we left. I remember the sea. The smell of the salt, the sound the waves made as they crashed onto the sandy beach. I remember my room at St. Margaret School for Orphans. It was small and roomy. The walls were cream and the blankets a bright yellow. My bed was squeaky with springs that would stick into your back. I remember cursing at it but now I miss it never thought i would. I would look out my window at the Orphan house and see the beach, small cottages, Families with children and parents. But now as I look out the window all I see is bleak existence with fear and death. The fear of the Infected may become overwhelming. The pain of loosing someone may be too much. What if you lost a Mother, a Father, Sister, Brother. A loved one, a Husband, a Wife? Thats why I have Connor. He keeps me thinking about the good in life. He is my best friend. We lived together at the Orphan House. Together is the best way but what if i loose him? It would be too much pain.

My name is Hayden gulf. I know that is a boys name but I'm a girl and it was the one pinned to the little blanket wrapped around me when they found me on the front porch so i kept it. I am 17 and Connor is 18. He is tall with chocolate brown hair, piercing blue eyes, He is quite tall and muscular. All in all quite an attractive guy. I on the other hand am small. Orange hair cut short, with green eyes, and a short stout frame I do consider myself to be more on the muscular side then most females but not weight lift champion.

Connor and I are very close. We happened to appear at the house in a two week period of each other. We thought maybe we were related because that was the first time it had every happened but when we got it checked we weren't. Connor and I have had a more than friend relationship we are like family. Which then makes it awkward for me at least that there has been something more. I can't tell him. what if I loose him. As I said before the pain would be to much.

Any ways I hear someone calling me. Remember this isn't your typical zombie invasion so stay safe. And Good Luck.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Intro

I love to read. I love to write. Both are very important to me.  Reading can open a whole new world and it brings me joy.  But writing can create a whole new person.  When the pen touches the paper words start to flow.  Still to choose one is like to choose which of your siblings you like better. Some say easy but is it?
Characteristics of writers are vast and many.  Some writers are high to the moon some are lower than the Earths core which is talent.  There are many a writer who know no boundaries and are free. To be free to write as you wish is a great gift.  
I have always wanted to be a writer and to create.  Ever since my childhood I have always had paper and pen in my grasp. Inspiration from other writers have influenced my writing severely.  Michael Crichton, J.K. Rowling and various other authors.  The best thing about being a writer is the ability to create something.  Being able to write a story and create lives, and places, and events.  You can create people that are completely different from you and yet so similar.  Have those people laugh and cry, fall in love and feel more than any could imagine.
Cowards die many times before their deaths; the valiant never taste of death but once. 
William Shakespeare